Today I found out that a girl I graduated college with four years ago got married yesterday. I also found out that one of my best friends since I was six got engaged. I’m not saying I’m not happy for them both because I do wish them the absolute best in life. On that same note-how are we the same age? I’m over here justifying eating cereal and drinking wine for dinner and crying because I had to paint my bedroom by myself yesterday and it was really difficult. How can they be sure that they want to be with that person for the rest of their lives when they’ve only been alive for maybe a quarter of their lives. Maybe I think it’s weird because because I want other things in life. Aka an actual career and time to figure out what I want before having to take care of someone else. I can barely decide what I want to eat for dinner. Shells or twisty pasta???? I can’t even fathom having a boyfriend at this point in time, I don’t have enough time nor do I even know what I want. I pretty much am just at a loss for words.